Walk

Take a walk in my shoes and then judge me,
Judge me for nothing else but myself,
Take a walk and then you will see,
You will see what its like, to be me.

Words in my head

Ive been hurt to many times by (heartless) people or so I like to assume. I pick myself up and I brush it off. I pray that I be not angry or spiteful. I beg God to teach me something and to use my pain for some growth if not for me for others involved. Sometimes our life is used as an example for others. I remember that God is in control and that no matter how many tears I cry or hurt I feel, he is right beside me guiding me and leading me unto the mountain top.

Nahum 1:7 The Lord is GOOD a STRONG hold in the day of trouble and he KNOWETH them that TRUST in HIM.

What ive learned in life soo far.. is.. *There’s a point in your life when you get tired of chasing people and trying to fix everything… but its not giving up… it’s realizing that you don’t need certain people… the crap… and the drama they bring…*

*Im the girl who loves you inside and out, backwards and forwards, and with my heart hanging out. I LOVE NO OTHER WAY!*

Neutral

ALL MAC unless otherwise stated

Estee Lauder Double wear Foundation
Dollymix Blush
Blunt Blush
Natural MSF in Dark

Eyes:
Soft Ochre PP
Gesso - inner
Your Ladyship - Lid
I used cork liner to "cut crease"
Expresso - over cork
Lizard by Lancome - crease
Arena - to transition back into your ladyship pigment as highlight
Loreal Lineur Intense
Diorshow Mascara

Dont let life just happen to you...

Let you happen to life!
Get up get motivated I know that may be hard to do at times but if you dont motivate yourself then tell me who will. Live your life to its fullest and learn to live it day by day. Scream, jump, be crazy! Dont leave for tomorrow what you can do today . Sometimes we just get comfortable and we just let our lives pass us by. Challenge yourself to be the best at what YOU can be! Do it for your own reasons, do it because it feels good, do it with passion, do it with love. Most importantly dont let anyone tear you down. I f God be for it, who can be against it?

So today choose to happen to life and leave your mark.

Night Look : Black and Blue

Eyes:
MAC rubenesque PP - Base
MAC Beauty Marked - Crease
MAC Novel Twist- Highlight
Urban Decay Flipside - Lid
DiorShow Mascara
Loreal Lineur intense

Face:
Doublewear by Estee Lauder
Xrocks Blush ---By MAC I love it!


****I dont know what color im wearing on my lips . It is a Mary Kay bronze brown lipstick but the label with name has fallen off sadly! Im sorry!

Confession: I am more in love now, than I ever have before!

Theres something trully magical about marriage. Perhaps its the feeling that youll never be alone in a desperate time of need or the fact that you wake up every morning to the kiss of your endless love. I love waking up in the morning and the first sensation I feel in a day is his kiss. The first sound I hear is "I love you" and the first sight I see is my lover!

It has been a tough couple of months for me simply because I seriously have never been away from my family and to me family is EVERYTHING... they were the air I breathed. When I got married I understood I would not be close but I never imagined it to be this difficult upon my heart. Ive cried more tears over this than anything else in the last few months.I thank God I have a husband that loves me with faults and all and that in those times of pain to me I have his arms around me. I have finally come to the conclusion that my family can keep going on without me LOL, and that I can keep going on without them perhaps not close to me physically but ALWAYS close to my heart!

So the last few months el hub and I have grown closer together. I cannot think of a better best friend than him. I keep in mind what Ms. Mongold said to us when she spoke at our reception "Think of your marriage like a triangle, you and him are on opposite sides and the center point is God. The closer you both grow to God the closer youll be to eachother." That will stick with me forever or so I hope! I trully believe that the closer we are to God the closer God will draw us to eachother and that it is the love of God that will keep us together!

So how does it feel to be soo in love and in lust with your lover? I feel on top of the world!

Pink and Brown